Fragile 
 
I see your fragile hand outstretch 
Hoping on hope I won't reject 
Timidly with tears still falling 
You declare that this life is oh so appalling  
 
That the pain won't go away 
That the pain is here to stay 
That nothing can ever change 
That there no point trying to re-arrange 
 
But my fragile little girl  
You fail to see & I want you to see 
What you Samantha Catherine Wheeldon really mean to me 
What I really feel, please understand how I feel 
 
Because I love you with all my heart 
Without you I would surely fall apart 
You are the very world to me 
And together forever we shall be 
 
 
Note:  In the process of ending a former relationship and Seeing Samantha (Now my wife) I had a meeting with my former partner to discuss finances and when I returned that night I found Sam at my sisters hysterically crying, really sobbing as she had been worrying all night that she was losing me.  In my mind I had already realized what a beautiful woman Samantha was and that she was everything my former partner was not. I was deeply touched that anyone could be insane enough to love me that much that they could get into such a state. Moving forward in time my initial feelings were right we have married and Samantha has become my soul mate. We think the same things laugh at the same things confide in each other. I cannot recall ever being happier. In fact the other day I had a real panic attack about death, I do that a lot, and I remember feeling really bitter that perhaps I have only forty or fifty years at best with the woman that I absolutely adore. I love her with all my heart and 500 years would not be enough. Samantha is fragile in a beautiful kind of way, she is very beautiful and best of all I am very very lucky to say she is my wife. She worries all the time that one day I might leave her and she would be right - but the day I leave her will be the day I die and on that day I will be very bitter and very sad.